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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2012 13:32:50 GMT -5
Ashot your a bleeding legend if ya did. She is damn fine. What was she like ?
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Post by Hookah, S.C. on Oct 22, 2012 13:36:00 GMT -5
Well, someone shouldn't post drunk.
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Post by The Refined Gentleman (M.I.A) on Oct 22, 2012 13:41:51 GMT -5
When I first joined this forum I never capitalized my sentences, much to the annoyance of the moddisars. I own the dorkiest hat in the known universe. I bought fingerless gloves in the middle of summer. I still live under the delusion that I will ever succeed as an illustrator. When I say I'm a horror fan, I really mean I'm a Silent Hill, Cry of Fear, Amnesia and Penumbra fan.
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Post by WestRider on Oct 22, 2012 15:23:20 GMT -5
I'm terrified of failure, and yet a monstrous procrastinator. Those two actually go together astonishingly often. The shrinks who've looked into it say the subconsious reasoning tends to go something like "If it was never actually completed, it still had the potential to succeed, and thus I never actually failed at it.". I do much the same, and have actually watched my brain go through that rationalization.
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Post by Ymmot (M.I.A) on Oct 22, 2012 16:42:33 GMT -5
I am a very disorganized person.
I do not put a lot of effort into my appearance yet I am always a little self conscious about how other people perceive me.
Sometimes I do not speak loudly enough.
Sometimes my voice sounds a little stilted when I am making a conscious effort to speak at an audible volume and enunciate my words.
Sometimes I mumble.
Sometimes I feel like I am not living up to my potential and I get angry at myself because of it.
I have a hard time discussing how I really feel without getting emotional.
I am often guarded and secretive when I have no reason to be.
I would wear long sleeves or a jacket year round if the weather permitted it.
I sleep near a table fan because the sound drowns out my thoughts at night.
I don't listen to nearly enough music.
I get very anxious when I am excited.
I am impulsive when I am upset.
I'm not particularly a people person, but I like to make the people around me happy.
I don't like getting my hopes up because I hate to be disappointed.
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Post by optimat on Oct 22, 2012 17:28:57 GMT -5
My job involves instructing 'professionals' on something I've never done myself. At this point I just 'blag' them until they go away.
In most cases I will then attempt to find the answer for next time (thus leaving the above situation less frequent until I forget something previously learnt) and I don't have to tell who has at this point already asked themselves why I might've posted this that the answer is usually disturbingly simple for someone who is charging for their services.
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Post by Adam Selene on Oct 22, 2012 18:11:22 GMT -5
I judge all religions in a very clinical and logical fashion (e.g. +2 points to Islam because they have a allowance for abortion), often out loud (what is the point of keeping my logic quiet).
The one thing I think religions have over atheism is anonymous confessions.
I love to argue, as long as the other person chuckles to show he isn't about to cave my head in.
I find it easy to take an animal's life, so long as people don't get pissed off (e.g. Oz has millions of feral rabbits, they destroy livelihoods, farmers around my home encourage hunting them) which is why I would never join the army, because I might enjoy killing way too much.
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Post by cheminhaler on Oct 24, 2012 14:28:02 GMT -5
I don't understand my father's family at all.
If I was unfairly forced to leave the country of my birth due to an ongoing governmental policy of blatant racism, then I'd never go back there for a holiday. I'd rather just kill them with a chainsaw.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 24, 2012 14:36:20 GMT -5
@ Cheminhaler : If you are south african then I must say that the historical and political past has created tensions and in most cases the need for vengeance. Not against your family personally but against what it represents. I think it's a shame that you can't all forgive and move on as Mandela would've wanted.
Right over to me :
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Post by cheminhaler on Oct 24, 2012 14:42:21 GMT -5
No; they were born in Turkey. My family have forgiven, but things haven't changed there at all.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 24, 2012 15:08:23 GMT -5
WTF why were they evicted from Turkey ?
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Post by cheminhaler on Oct 24, 2012 15:25:03 GMT -5
They weren't evicted but there's an unfair policy of overtaxing some minorities there and they all just end up leaving, coupled with a riot in the 70s that drove them all out. Still, there isn't much use in complaining. This is a common scare tactic used all across the Balkans and Middle East. year 8 I cut a hole in my trouser pocket and masturbated in the back of french class. The ejaculation was... sticky What? Did anyone in the class notice?
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Post by Deleted on Oct 24, 2012 15:49:39 GMT -5
I heard something about that but it's not unique to Turkey is it ?
I believe we're becoming off topic so let's be real : I also watched my classmate stab my teacher. I got urineed off by a guy who was throwing a party so I peed in his liquid soap, mouthwash, on his toothbrushes and in his washing machine.
I also kicked the nuts out of three guys at once cause one of them hit my girlfriend. I broke one kids nose and split another one's lip in the process.
It got to my head and I started looking for fights then I got cornered and had a knife held to my throat by eight middle aged arabs in a grotty street ally.
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Post by cheminhaler on Oct 24, 2012 15:56:56 GMT -5
No, it happens everywhere.
The most serious fight I got into was in 2007 when some muggers tried to take my wallet. There were only 2 of them and one was pathetically young. I was armed with a shopping bag with 2 cartons of juice. One got nothing from me but bruises from juice cartons, the other just failed morale and ran.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 24, 2012 16:05:09 GMT -5
loool
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Post by cheminhaler on Oct 24, 2012 16:56:50 GMT -5
I did WMA swordfighting once/ week back then. Maybe I should take it up again and become that nutter.
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Post by AshotNINJA on Oct 24, 2012 17:02:42 GMT -5
i once played a trick on my female friend... when we were drunk round her house, we put mayo in her shower gel and mayo and liquid soap in her toothpaste tube... 5 days later she was yelling at me down the phone... turns out it wasnt her products... it was her 6 year old daughters toothpaste... she has down sydrome... 5 days of brushing before her mum noticed... 5 DAYS
if there is a hell... im definitly going there.
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Post by AshotNINJA on Oct 24, 2012 17:04:02 GMT -5
Ashot your a bleeding legend if ya did. She is damn fine. What was she like ? she was 17 , me 19 ( i think) she was chubby and into kickboxing... and tasted good.
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Post by WestRider on Oct 24, 2012 18:03:37 GMT -5
Somewhat more serious than my others: I suffer from severe depression and anxiety that haven't responded to any treatment I've been able to afford. It's been getting steadily worse for over a decade now, and I'm really starting to get worried about how much longer I'm going to be functional enough to hold down a job.
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Post by Rook on Oct 24, 2012 20:22:42 GMT -5
Somewhat more serious than my others: I suffer from severe depression and anxiety that haven't responded to any treatment I've been able to afford. It's been getting steadily worse for over a decade now, and I'm really starting to get worried about how much longer I'm going to be functional enough to hold down a job. You will power through. We are kindred brother. Mind meld, remember. This might be your mind toughening you up. Have you ever asked yourself why you have these thoughts? Put your mind to task on this, make it tell you. Search within. Not to sound conceited but there was a low point in my life when I thought about suicide every hour. Every hour. I overcame those thoughts. I destructured my life/needs/desires and looked at my existence in a very logical almost Binary way. The one overriding thought, the thought that made it happen for me was this: "I won't let these fornicateers change me!" Over 99% of what you don't like about your life is within your control. You simply haven't exerted dominance over yourself. No offense. But, as always, as long as I draw breath you know I will aid you in any way I can! You aren't alone WestRider!
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Post by Kommissar Orren on Oct 24, 2012 20:32:37 GMT -5
I'm too insecure in my own feelings and self-worth to post anything meaningful. It took me an hour to post this.
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Post by Rook on Oct 24, 2012 20:50:27 GMT -5
I'm too insecure in my own feelings and self-worth to post anything meaningful. It took me an hour to post this. WHAT?!?!? Dude, you are a rising flame! I speak for probably the whole forum when I say you have worth. You are changing your life and I know from experience that takes strength, commitment, and courage. You can hold your head high brother. Just look at where you were a year ago. @everyone: When I sent out those PMs a couple months ago I meant ever word. I believe in you guys. Greatest people on Earth on the greatest forum on Earth. Period.
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Post by Woz on Oct 24, 2012 21:00:36 GMT -5
I like a Taylor Swift song ( Safe & Sound - with The Civil Wars)*.
There, I've said it now I'm going to bathe in bleach because I feel unclean.
*I didn't know who sang it at the time but I just liked the simple acoustic guitar and it doesn't sound like any other TS song I've heard.
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Post by Rolling Thunder on Oct 24, 2012 22:00:18 GMT -5
Depression, self worth and anxiety are the true test of coming of age, to my mind.
I sometimes get angry at other people who can convert/present their converted miniatures better than I. It's ridiculous. I have created the human form from scratch, I have created an army that is utterly unique to me, and creativity is not some farcical contest. One man's skill does not detract from anothers', and yet when I see other people's fantastic conversion projects, I can not help but feel my efforts slighted.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 24, 2012 22:07:03 GMT -5
@ Ashot you are defimately a remegade now. You did that ? She was just a small innocnt girl man
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